Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Here we go!

Hey everyone! The bags are packed and lined up at the door! I've said goodbye to my amazing church family and said goodbye to my beautiful niece. So in just a few hours it will be time for me to leave! I can't believe that it is finally time for me to head out. It was fun to be able to say "see you tomorrow" to all my new YWAM friends. I am so nervous but know that God is taking care of me.
 
Cliff's lesson at youth tonight was about the spiritual battle that is being waged all around us. He mentioned that Christians who are on fire for Christ are continually attacked by Satan because he sees all that we could be and it scares him and so he will do everything in his power to make us stumble and fall.
 
Acts 19:13-16 says, "A group of Jews was traveling from town to town casting out evil spirits. They tried to use the name of the Lord Jesus in their incantation, saying, "I command you in the name of Jesus, whom Paul preaches, to come out!"  Seven sons of Sceva, a leading priest, were doing this. But one time when they tried it, the evil spirit replied, "I know Jesus, and I know Paul, but who are you?"  Then the man with the evil spirit leaped on them, overpowered them, and attacked them with such violence that they fled from the house, naked and battered."
 
How sad. The demons knew Jesus and they knew Paul, but they had no idea who these Jews were. My prayer is that Satan and his demons will know my name and that they will be afraid of what I am doing for Christ Kingdom. I know that this is like putting a target on my back, but I know that God is in control and no matter what comes my way I am His and He will always be all that I need.
 
In closing I wanted to share a quote from the missionary Jim Elliot:
We are so utterly ordinary, so commonplace, while we profess to know a Power the Twentieth Century does not reckon with. But we are 'harmless', and therefore unharmed. We are spiritual pacifists, non-militants, conscientious objectors in this battle-to-the-death with principalities and powers in high places. Meekness must be had for contact with men, but brass, outspoken boldness is required to take part in the comradeship of the Cross. We are 'sideliners'---coaching and criticizing the real wrestlers while content to sit by and leave the enemies of God unchallenged. The world cannot hate us, we are too much like its own. Oh that God would make us dangerous!  
 
So the next blog post will be from Hawaii! Woohoo!! I am going to miss you all so much! LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

2 Days To Go!!!

Hey everyone! So this is the first of many blogs! I can't believe that I leave in just 2 days. I remember when my countdown was at 150! Well my bags are almost pack. I just need to leave them alone! I keep taking stuff out and putting more stuff in. I'm terrified that they will weigh to much when I get to the airport, but I have already figured out what I can leave behind if I have to. I have never been very good at packing and really wanted my sister to come and do it for me, but oh well.
 
I have to be honest and say that I am really starting to get nervous. I don't try to hide the fact that I am a homebody! I love love love my family and I know that I am going to miss them like none other when I am gone. I just have to keep telling myself that it isn't goodbye, it's just see you later! Maybe that will help? Not likely.
 
So I have this terrible tendency to dwell on the negative, so in the spirit of "taking every though captive" I decided yesterday to look at the positive! So I am going to share some of that with you! For starters, the weather forecast for Kona is 82 and sunny ALL week long! Second, I watched a video that my school director posted and it was of the school staff all dancing around and acting goofy. I showed it to my mom and her comment was "looks like you'll fit right in"!
 
The last thing is the most important. God's presence and love in my life is so thick! Even though it is easy to get discouraged and scared I know that He loves me and without his love I would be nothing. My life would mean nothing. As I step out in faith I know that I had better brace myself because I have no doubt that He is going to blow me away.
 
So be praying for me over the next few days! Be praying for my family! Be praying for safety and peace! I will let everyone know that I made it to Kona as soon as I possibly can!
 
P.S. I have an emailing list going so if for some reason you are not on it send an email with your address to fields.maggie@gmail.com and I will get you added!
 
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Faith + Hope + Love
Maggie